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i hate writing flooding my diary and writing a bunch of useless entries but i feel the need to. i re-read some of chris' old e-mails and i miss him so much! i e-mailed jon too, because i miss him also. i'm glad no one reads this because they will all be like "what the fuck? that bitch 'aint over him yet?". i know it gets annoying but just reading friend's ljs and seeing personal sites w/ kids making out; it makes feel all lonely because that's what i like to do. i like to make out, be on top during intercourse, (i just have to stop right now.....my cousin just IMed me and told me he loves me..aww sweet), get my tits sucked, someone going down on me, etc. yeah i'm taking this a little furthur but i miss all that. i'm so impure. i probably get impure thoughts every 5 seconds. theres one...there's another... now i'm not so desperate as to go out and just do any guy on the street. i just want chris (or chase). is that so much to ask for? apparently so... yeah yeah i am so sick of hearing i will find the right guy. i need to stop seeking. i'll start dating again when i find the one. possibly could be the one?...more like who i want to be the one: chris chase meggars (casualties) paul unseen mark unseen that one hot guy rachel showed me <--prev
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