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i am tired. i talked to chase. we talked for a brief minute but it was nice. i hoped that he would have been a little more enthusiastic when i first said hey. anyways i talked to that brad guy that sits next to me in history. i talked to him about the show fri., you know trying to be more social and friendly. we had an ok conversation. i just don't get it. it never used to be so hard for me to try and get along w/ people. i wish there were more kids like me. i mean i'm cool that everyone has their differences but on everyone's part sometimes we just can't get past it. ugh. i miss the late night conversations. except w/ sharon because we always talk every weekend. i mean the ones w/ chris or tj or even aldo! i wish i could call chris. but i am just too chicken shit. i want to call him if i know for sure he'll answer. well i am going to bed and hopefully i can survive this wk. tomorrow we are registering for AP. i am taking three tests. total cost= $234. sorry mom. hmm i dont think there has been a day that's gone by that i haven't been told i'm fat by my parents. =/ i wish there was some way to fucking dl this diary!! <--prev
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